Sunday, April 13, 2008
Am I Giving Up??
I feel like I have to do something. I can't live another year in my dads house. I need to get my life going. I just don't know what I am supposed to do. People keep telling me go to college. But that doesn't seem like that is what I am supposed to do. Not yet. GOD HELP ME!!!! I am so lost. And tired of listening to people asking me what I am going to do. And then giving my suggestions when I say I don't know. I know that they are just trying to help because they don't want me to not do anything with my life. I don't want to be some one working in the fast food industry for the rest of my life. I want to work with kids. I want to be that person who has it altogether. Not the one who doesn't. I just want to be HAPPY. I am tired of feeling the way I do, lost, angry, sad, confused, scared, and tired. I feel like I am going the wrong way. Whats the right way for me?? What does God want me to do? Why can't I hear him? Or see him? Am I trying to push him away? I don't want to? I want help and need his. Not yours. Why can't I relax and let him take me where he wants/needs me.
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Not to rise up against you or anything, but belittling and shunning the advice of your friends doesn't help much.
Just because they may not "know what's best for you" like God does, that doesn't mean that they're worthless.
"I want help and need his. Not yours."
I actually think that's kind of profound. Sometimes we can get in each other's way even when we mean well. We will shut up and pray for you! Until we can do something else. :)
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