Random thoughts spinning in my head

I got a new truck to drive across the country in. It will be tons of fun....maybe for the first hour or two. One step closer to starting a long journey. And only God knows how that journey is going to end...or how well it is going to go. I have this little feeling in my gut that I am going to struggle a ton. I hope people don't get too disappointed if it doesn't go like they have it planned in their heads. I am so scared of so many different things. I just want everything to be okay right now. I feel like I am hiding things that I shouldn't be hiding. But then again maybe it is all in my head and people won't really care or maybe they will get excited.