How can one event in your life bring out so many different emotions at once.
Lately I have been finding myself not wanting to do anything that I normally do. I am still doing them but I don't want to. I am scared that if I stop going to the youth groups I am going to I will turn away from god. Because they are how I stay away from the negative things that go on in/at my house.
Yesterday was so much fun I went sledding in the snow with my dads old hood and a backseat from a car. My sister called it redneck sledding.
I am taking my driving test today and I am scared that I am not going to pass. Which is not unusual but I don't want to fail.
I wish that people didn't hurt so much.
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i do believe that is red neck sledding.. sounds strange and fun.
Wish i could be up there with you to hang. I understand the tired of doing the same old same old.
DID YOU PASS??????
Kimber Clontz
I was thinking about you comment about not wanting to do stuff anymore and how you were afraid that you would fall away from God if you stopped doing stuff.
You are wise. When we were talking about how we grow in our faith, during small group, and we were talking about the ways in which we connect with God, I was thinking that even though it's hard to do stuff, it's still keeping us connected to God.
You are probably right. If you decide to stop doing stuff, you will probably lose that connection. The truth is, God has provided us with each other. As humans, we need each other in order to really understand and experience God's truth. Walking away only separates yourself from other people (and God). It doesn't connect you with anything.
Part of the pain of our culture is that it is so splintered and disconnected. I would hate to see you disconnect simply because you're sick of going to stuff.
Love ya, Ana.
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