I wrote a letter to my mom and the rest of my family over in Idaho. I am going to send it today or tomorrow. I am kind of scared that I said too much but then again I feel like I didn't say enough. It was less then a page long.
I don't feel like I should be the one to keep in contact but my gut feeling says that the only way I won't loose contact with them is if I continue to write and call them. I feel like they should. Mostly my mother of course I am her oldest biological daughter why wouldn't she want to keep contact. Its not only that I am her holdest it is the fact taht I am her daughter. I am so scared of losing contact with them. I don't want that to happen but I don't want to be the one who has to try and keep in contact she should have to try and keep me wanting to talk to her.
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